My Heart is Heavy
Friday I learned of two separate, yet connected, tragedies. To say my heart is heavy is an understatement. Trigger Warning: suicide, murder, residential schools
Friday I learned of two separate, yet connected, tragedies. To say my heart is heavy is an understatement. Trigger Warning: suicide, murder, residential schools
You would think I would be used to it by now – the ebb and flow of people in and out of my life, and especially my social (read: spiritual) circles.
How are you? I’m okay, fine, hanging in, managing. All of these are true. Underlying them is a profound grief that makes okay, fine, hanging in, & managing difficult.
This weekend was another busy one – meetings, shopping, reading tarot, watching my boys level up in karate, and connecting with friends. There was joy and grief.
We’ve passed the Autumn Equinox. Here in the Northern Hemisphere, the days are getting shorter and the nights are getting longer. It is the dying of the year.
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I don’t watch the news. It’s too negative and fear-filled. That doesn’t mean I’m out of touch. Especially when there is a series of horrifying events in a short time.
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I was looking forward to visiting my cousin on this trip. I was planning to sit with her in the hospital and catch up. Instead, I ended up going to her funeral.
That’s it. It’s over. The long road to Eleusis comes to journey’s end. At least for this year. And I’m broken-hearted.
I will be carrying Demeter for the 30th Spring Mysteries Festival this weekend. I’ve been on a pretty epic journey, dropping almost all of my other commitments to stay healthy.
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The days are getting shorter, and there is a crispness to the air. It is autumn, harvest time. There is a lot of grief around me on all sides.
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