First… I’M BACK!
It’s been a very long month of being locked out of my website. At least at home, which is where I am able to do my writing and work on my website. I’m still sorting out some of the ripple effect from whatever happened.
I’ve had some huge ups and downs this past month. Life has challenged me (whose idea was it for me to hold the energy of The Tower for Hekate’s Sickle?). Although Facebook has been reminding me that this time of year has shaken me up, at least in the last couple of years.
Hekate’s Sickle (and holding The Tower energy) gave me the opportunity to reevaluate many of my choices, and the experience I want to be living.
Warning – if you don’t believe in magic, psychic abilities or woo-woo stuff, you may want to skip the rest of this post.
We had a ritual for Gaining the Sight – enhancing whatever abilities we have. This was a big part of why I wanted to be at this festival. I’ve been told by psychics and intuitives that I should be able to access more knowledge than I have. I believe in spirit guides. I’ve experienced powerful channeling. It’s something I strive towards.
However, whatever ability I had when I was younger, I shut down at some point. (I know when it happened, though it’s not a story I want to share right now.) I’ve been working at opening back up, trusting the information I do receive. The tarot has been very helpful with that. I’ve moved from reading just the meaning of the cards to using the cards to open up to the messages the person needs to hear.
One of the messages I received last week at the Festival was that if this was something I was serious about, something I really wanted as part of my life, that I need to take it seriously. I’ve been going through the motions of my daily practice, my meditation and connecting with my guides. I haven’t really been working at it, and I need to if I want to grow.
So this past week I’ve been changing up my morning meditation, and working on raising my vibration and strengthening my connection with my guides. I’ve been listening to the information I’m receiving, and even writing it down. And I’m seeing the benefits already. I felt that my tarot readings this weekend were more on point than ever. The feedback I received seemed pretty powerful as well.
The other big message I received is that I need to practice surrendering control. More about that next week!
I’ll keep on, and see what comes!